Goals

I never want the smile to leave your face
Your smile makes even the darkest nights bright.
All i want in life is,to see you happy
You know my goals
I hope your okay with them
Just know that no matter how busy my life gets while trying to achive these goals i will always have endless amounts of time for you.
I hope it doesnt bother you that you are my life
Because you saved mine
I want to be around you 24/7
Its hard to explain
I mean your my best friend
I would travel to the ends of the earth just for your hugs and to kiss your forehead
We're bonnie and clyde
The scare pair
We were inseparable when we were teenagers and nothings changed about that
We were apart for a while...but i thought about you everyday
I cried often because i missed you
You held on to a piece of me and when i was broken we reunited and repaired me
If you look in the dictionary for the words best friend, partner in crime, lifesaver and soul mate you would notice they all have the same thing in common...you
Its crazy how one person can make someone want to live and do amazing things and that is what you do to me
You truly are the most amazing person in my life and i hope you will keep me forever
Im going to do everthing in my powers to make your life happy and the best it can possibly be.
Trust me you will be able to be gay every day soon hah
I love you to the moon and back

7.17.17

Its my birthday
Just another day in the week
But for some reason this one is special
Not for the reason that im another year older
But the fact that im with you
Most want to be in a disorderly drunken haze
Not me
A state of complete happiness is where i want to be
Sitting along side the pool, grilling food and watching mini do cannon balls until his heart is content is where i want to be.
The pure joy that you bring into my life has been the greatest i could have ever asked for.  I was stupid to wait so long to come back home but i that the distance apart made this all so much more magical. 
I could go on and on and on about how amazing you are and how you make me feel. But i got a beautiful evening to enjoy with two of the most beautiful people in the entire world...

Sadomasochistic Son of God

People pray to a god that does not answer
They betray their fellow man for that idol
Religion dismembers society just as much as racial prejudice
It strips those who have "faith" of what little bit of individuality that is left in their being
They follow
They turn ones beliefs into a way of life
Surrendering their own thoughts and self to a unknow entity
It gives some a glimmer a hope
Yet most get brain washed into "Christianity critics"
You wake up sunday morning
Put on your best outfit to listen to a "caped crusader"
The chosen one
The high and mighty to force feed you shit and expect you to pay for it
Where does your money go to?
My guess would be a liquor store followed by a trip to Cringe City
Testicular mutilation and shameful seduction fuel that man you trust every sunday morning to spread the good word
With his dick stapled shut and his ass hole filled with spiked marbles
He gives you words to live by
Want to meet up with him?
He can tell you how wrong your life is
He can tall you that hell is waiting for you just five minutes before he goes to pay to be sexually mutilated
What happened
What the fuck went wrong?
Did father MacGee touch you and teach you the art of praying on your knees?
The world may never know
All i know is that thinking for yourself will get you further in life than living by the hypocritical laws of religion
As far as you go preacher man,
I hope you enjoy your sadomasochistic ways
I hope the gerbal in your anus brings you joy and the hypodermic needles in your skin doesnt leave a mark... Dont forget the show must go on
Rain or shine...they need your blasphemy

7-10-17 aquatic acquaintances

You have a new friend
Hand in hand
You leap
Splashing and laughing
You are beautiful
Your mom is worried sick
With every time you hold your breath
Its understandable
Because you are her life
She will worry about you until she gone from this world
Yet you will always feel her worry even when she isnt with you
You should see her face
She is glowing tonight
She is absolutely beautiful underneath these stars
Her smile shares a bright light to fill even the darkest voids
She knows everything about you
She will guide you in life
Pay attention
She will give you the knowledge you need
I can only hope you grow up to be like her
You will do amazing things
I really cant wait to watch you grow up
And be in your life forever
I will show you this someday and tell you about these nights that i will never forget